Tuesday, 9 February 2010
* "All phenomena are empty."- Bodhidharma- "To have a body is to suffer."
Feel a bit blank today.
Empty canvas and no idea what to paint, yet alone where to start.
I'm Just going to welcome the feeling.
Sorted things out with my boyfriend yesterday. I tried my hardest to try and convince him, and put across all the reasons why we shouldn't be together :(
*I don't even understand myself at times*
He told me to shut up..
That he knows I'm a 'mess' but 'we' can get through it together.. That he loves me..
No matter what.
Confused about everything.
NOTE TO SELF:
* Get your head straight.
* Stop pigging out on carbs!
* Sleep, (think I'm turning into an insomniac).
* Panic about seeing the doctor tomorrow.
Went swimming today in school, was petrified someone would say something about the marks on my arm. But no one did :). Sense of relief.
* "Art is the elimination of the unnecessary." - Pablo Picasso. *