Wow..

Holidays soon. three weeks a home. Not looking forward to it one bit.
I'm actually dreading it. I'm going to stay at home and avoid everyone.
I need to revise for my exams. Parents will be trying to control everything as well, which I can't deal with.

I seem to be so tired these days, probably the antidepressants. Today I have been good so far, I will not be fat.

Spoke to one of my old, close friends and as horrible as it sounds it reminded me of how much I want to leave the past behind. I don't want to go home because I don't want to see any of them. But I suppose it will all come to an end one day. When I can make decisions myself. I would have thought by now I could have but...

Spain maybe... Italy, nice warm weather.. New people, a new start.