Wow..

Fed up of fighting and trying my hardest for things that just don't seem to ever happen, or your never good enough.. How people want you to be theirs but they want to change everything about you! Its like why the fuck do you want me to begin with!
How out try so hard to please people and in the end they are never satisfied, So you just think what the fuck would happen if you didn't try to begin with.. Maybe people wouldn't expect so much, so you wouldn't be that much of a let down..
I'm tired of it.. Why try so hard.. =@ and I'm really struggling to find the motivation to lose weight as well.. No motivation to write .. No motivation for anything..